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My throat hurts and my brains are slow. There’s a warm damp film on my scalp. My eyes are dry scratchy and dull. I’m tired and I can’t sleep. He’s asleep now. He waited as long as he could wait. His warm body is an implied invitation that I can not accept. The house is still but for three cats, an overhead fan, a dripping tap, a ticking clock, his measured breath and all my best denials. McGlothlen 2009 Tags: 30 days project, verse Current Location: Writer's Hell Current Mood: accomplished
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This small freak show high flying boy his free falling stopped forever trapped in photo graphic amber in this circus of knots His small mouth curled around his face his arms twisted behind his back his legs splayed in naked glee, he is a carnal carny This small freak show he and I built one night after deciding to organize a tangle of rope and gravity and skin McGlothlen 2009 Tags: 30 days project, verse Current Location: Writer's Hell Current Mood: accomplished
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A bad night of Edith Piaf hog hollers at my basement desk. Huddled and tired I clatter at these keys and click this mouse. Writing is an ugly jacket you only wear because you have nothing else that fits and because the night is dark and cold. I hate this place. This place is where the talent goes couch-surfing and dumpster diving and spends its days begging for change from God. McGlothlen 2009 Tags: 30 days project, verse Current Location: Writer's Hell Current Mood: accomplished
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These bins hold tools: flour and black beans, rice and corn meal. These shelves burst with spices and jars of tomatoes, chutney, quince and jelly. Here are my knives. Here are my spoons and here are the pots and pans that heat feverdreams of barley soup, of roasted joints, of bread. This is my room. This is where my heart comes to show my hands the way these tools might help manufacture edible states of grace. McGlothlen 2009 Tags: 30 days project, verse Current Location: writer's Hell Current Mood: accomplished
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The Lincoln Logs under the bed are right next to jigsaw puzzles and mismatched socks. There’s a broken, domed nightlight on the wall. Lumps of Play-doh clot the old rug and the beds lie unmade in a girlish chaos that explodes with mancala stones and dolls. I am a guest in this no-man’s room and my sleep is uneasy. Girls roam wild here. The air is ripe and strong with their laughter. mcglothlen 2009 Tags: 30 days project, verse Current Location: Writer's Hell Current Mood: accomplished
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This old skin hangs disappointed, a ragged drape of meat and hair, vestigial and age-blasted. Unfamiliar but mine. This old skin is a wrinkled sack, emptied of the fatty masses that protected insulated suffocated my heart. This old skin can at a time of my own choosing be partly shed with the help of a skilled and professional butcher. McGlothlen 2009 Tags: 30 days project, verse Current Location: Writer's Hell Current Mood: accomplished
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